Happy Birthday Z!!!  Today is dedicated to my boy.  He turns 12 today and is currently in The Bahamas.  For his birthday I sent him on something he's been wanting to go on for a while now but previously I couldn't afford it.  I sent him on a cruise and for the past few weeks he's been really excited.  I'm so happy that's he's happy and excited cuz for a while, things weren't that great for him but I'm hoping this will be the spark that starts setting things into motion.  He's such a good boy and I know every parent thinks their kid is the best but there really is something different about Z.  He is unique in his compassion for everything and everyone.  He is the reason I see the world differently than I did 13 years ago.  I love him so much and miss him while I am here but I know he is having a great time today.  Happy Birthday big guy.  I'll see you soon.